It´s an freaking christmas nightmare

No it’s over
The curtains finally closed
Everyone had left
The truth is exposed
I wish you were here
Give me comfort and love
Help me to do it
My little turtle dove

I need energy, faith and hope
To go along without you
This so windy street
Standing here alone
And feeling so weak
But I have to do it now
I close the coffin

Everyone is so nice
Always offer me a hand
Giving me a call
But this world is just so bland
They want me to look forward
That I start to life
Say goodbye to the past
Give you a last kiss

I need energy, faith and hope
To go along without you
This so windy street
Standing here alone
And feeling so weak
But I have to do it now
I close the coffin

I think I’m ready
Finally to let you go
Give you, you’re deserved peace
But it’s, hard cuz I love you so
Just one thing I´ve got left
My hope to see you again
That we will be back together
Yeah…that’s my plan

I need energy, faith and hope
To go along without you
This so windy street
Standing here alone
And feeling so weak
But I have to do it now
I close the coffin