It´s an freaking christmas nightmare

Why?
How can this has happen? Is this really true
Couldn’t it be just a fake?
I feel so disappointed, how could he had done that?
I mean I thought that he were special, not like anyone else
And now there is this huge leak
And I don’t know how I can fill it
It hurts so damn much
Another thing that you did
And it’s the finishing touch

I am mad, did you thought of the consequences
How much you would hurt me
And it makes me so sad to know
That you’re not mine anymore
You don’t belong to me
All my imagination
Just disappeared without a trace

You were the reason when I smiled
Made all the bad things go away
Helped me through every dark moment
So now I’m bagging you to stay
Please return, what you did
We both know what a mistake it was
And I see it in you’re face
You’re not happy, with all this
So come back to me
Give me finally a kiss


I am mad, did you thought of the consequences
How much you would hurt me
And it makes me so sad to know
That you’re not mine anymore
You don’t belong to me
All my imagination
Just disappeared without a trace


Do you really think
That I can deal with this
Not burst in tears every time
When I see you with her
Can I pretend that everything is fine?
Will I get over it
And become happy again
Even when I now, what I’ll miss
And it’s so fucking hart
To just go away and leave you
But you made you’re choice
And I don’t wanna stand in the way


I am mad, did you thought of the consequences
How much you would hurt me
And it makes me so sad to know
That you’re not mine anymore
You don’t belong to me
All my imagination
Just disappeared without a trace

So for now an
Our ways separated
Friendship slowly faded
And I hope that I will made it
To say finally
Goodbye to you