It´s an freaking christmas nightmare

Can I dare to tell him the truth?
To show him just how much he means to me
That he’s the one I love
Can I let go of my priorities
And just be myself for a moment
No secrets anymore

Could I?
Should I?
Let myself into that
Open my mind for him
And just say
I’m in love with you

How would he take it?
What would be his reaction?
And does he feel the same?
How could I handle it?
If he wouldn’t share my feelings
Could we still be friends?

Could I?
Should I?
Let myself into that
Open my mind for him
And just say
I’m in love with you

I’ve already done
Something like this, and it wasn’t easy
It ended not very well
I was so disappointed
Don’t want to feel that shame and blame again
So is it really smart to do it?

Could I?
Should I?
Let myself into that
Open my mind for him
And just say
I’m in love with you